The Reason We Get Stuck in Vertigo

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

Romans 7:21–25 (NIV)

 

Consider This

Previously, in Vertigo, we talked about primitive Christianity which I define as the consecrated life. There is a tripartite movement I see in Scripture. It begins with the downward move of consecration. It moves inward to transformation. It then leads outward to impartation. And if consecration does not move toward transformation we will find ourselves signing up for another tour of duty in the country of Vertigo. 

So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me.

While I will grant Paul may well be talking to Jewish converts who are still trying to navigate their faith by means of the Law, I think the scenario he outlines is much larger and more common than this isolated case. Show me a real Christian who doesn’t understand this . . .

For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.

And I’ll show you a liar. ;0) 

The struggle is real and there is a very real reason so many good-hearted Christians can’t seem to escape it. There is a clear reason many if not most Christians can’t quite close the loop on transformation. It is because we lack the kinds of relationships it takes to catalyze and sustain real transformation. Yes, we are mostly stuck in our sins because we are mostly isolated by and in our sin patterns.

While this point I am making is not featured in the text, it is assumed by the entire New Testament: the Christian faith and life is a team sport. It utterly depends on a highly relational context. It takes a church to make a real Christian. Transformation requires community. 

And I know so many of you feel quite stuck at this point because your church is also stuck. Most churches have developed well-meaning formational programming that is long on information and study and short on transformation. We have plenty of small groups but very few places where people can show up in a way where their life becomes the curriculum (and not the next great book or study). 

In my judgment (and now significant experience in making disciples who sow for awakening) the greatest impediment we face is the lack of the kind of relationships it takes to sustain real transformation. In my work with Seedbed, we have pioneered a lost practice in the Christian faith and life. We call it banding. Eight years ago, two friends and I started Band #1, and through the process we developed a biblically based, historically informed approach that is now bearing the fruit of transformation all over the world.

This August as we launch into the Acts series on the Wake-Up Call, I am going to be telling the story of Band #1 and doing some teaching and training to help you start a band. In the meantime, I would love to hear from many of you who have started one of these discipleship bands. I want to hear your banding story. Take five minutes and respond to this one-question survey. 

So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

Who is ready to put this place permanently in the rearview mirror? 

And lest we forget the best word from Romans 7, this tortured territory of Vertigo:

Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

 

Prayer

Father, thank you for Jesus and for the way he banded twelve people together from the very start of his work. Thank you for the transformation we see in a person like Peter as a result of being in a band with you. Thank you that Jesus didn’t give us a self-help program. I confess I have come to the conclusion that self can’t help. I need Jesus and the working of the Holy Spirit through a few people around me who will go the distance. I am tired of Vertigo. I know I am hopeless alone, and I know that “Jesus and me” only gets me so far. I need “Jesus and we.” Come Holy Spirit and open up this way before me. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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Unos, Dos, Tres, Catorce . . . ?

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

Romans 7:14–20 (NIV)

 

Consider This

“Hello. Hello. I’m at a place called Vertigo. It’s everything I wish I didn’t know.”

Those words capture the chorus in a song of recent years by one of the greatest rock stars of our time—Paul David Hewson, also known as, “Bono,” of the band U2. 

Today’s text gets us into the full melody of this place we have been calling Vertigo—this no man’s land between the occupied territory of Sin and the promised land of Grace. 

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.

If that’s not a state of vertigo, I don’t know what is. Now, can we be really real here? 

The best Romans scholars and commentators tell us Paul is not using the word “I” for himself but as though he were speaking for a hypothetical other. They also tell us Paul is not describing the Christian life in Romans 7 but rather the state of a pre-Christian person who is likely Jewish or who considers themselves a Christian while still trying to appropriate transformation by faithfulness to the Law.

For what it is worth, here is what I think. Certainly, I don’t doubt Paul was dealing with Jewish members of the church who did not yet truly understand the gospel. While this particular audience is not so common among us now, I believe our churches are filled with these same kinds of people. I would call them functional Christians. They are doing their best to get with the program, follow the rules, practice spiritual disciplines, study the Bible, raise their children to believe and behave, help people in need, give to charities, tithe to the church, go on the occasional mission trip and otherwise do the things good Christian people do. And yet when the road meets the rubber, after years of doing this, they are still struggling with the same sin patterns, living with a scarcity mentality, judging other people for the things they most dislike about themselves, keeping score, holding grudges, blaming, shaming, withholding, and stonewalling their spouses, and I could go on but you get the point. 

In other words, we are still living too much in the overlap of sin and grace. Sin persists as an undefeated enemy. And when functional Christians are really honest (which is not often because they mostly lack the context to do so), they say things like this:

I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.

They find themselves regressing in faith as a result of a lack of progress or because of besetting sin, infirmity, affliction, or addiction, which they can’t seem to beat. And I’m not trying to say what I am calling a “functional Christian” is not a Christian, because I know too many people who are definitely bonafide Christians who are living at this address. I myself have lived at this address before as a Christian and even still on occasion find myself visiting this old place. I think what I am saying, to borrow another classic lyric from Bono, is we get “stuck in a moment we can’t get out of.” 

And the bottom line of all this “functional” faith is it has a way of leading us deeper into “Christianity” (or worse “churchianity”) and often further away from Jesus himself. It’s why I feel much of what I am trying to do here on the Wake-Up Call is to try and strip away so much functional religion and bring us back to the primitive faith of the gospel himself: Jesus. 

Back to the U2 song, “Vertigo.” It opens with Bono’s voice counting in Spanish: Unos, Dos, Tres, Catorce. For the non-Spanish speakers, that is one, two, three, fourteen. Well, that’s interesting; why from three to fourteen? This is how a master poet works, through signs and symbols. Many believe (present company included) Bono is pointing to the ancient stations of the cross. Yes, there are fourteen of them. The song ends with the lyric,

“Your love is teaching me how to kneel.” 

And that’s what we do at the cross, over and over and over, station after station after station. We kneel. And as we kneel with Jesus, he consecrates us. 

That is the only way out of vertigo. Kneeling with Jesus in consecration.

 

Prayer

Yes, Lord Jesus, can we strip it all away except this simple place of kneeling with you at the cross, where we learn to behold you until we find ourselves being transformed by the renewing of our minds to become like you? Can it become that simple for us again? Indeed, your love is teaching us how to kneel. I am so weary of the vertigo and I want to believe it will eventually go away. I am learning it leaves only to the extent you stay. You are my balance, Jesus. Yet it doesn’t look like a balanced life. It looks like the cross; not trying harder but death and resurrection. Come Holy Spirit and interpret this great mystery of consecration into my everyday life. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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On Our Infinite Capacity for Self-Deception

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death. So then, the law is holy, and the commandment is holy, righteous and good.

Did that which is good, then, become death to me? By no means! Nevertheless, in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it used what is good to bring about my death, so that through the commandment sin might become utterly sinful.

Romans 7:11–13 (NIV)

Consider This

Perhaps now is a good time to recall the Venn diagram from last week. Again—draw two circles side by side and overlapping by about a third. On the left side of the left circle write the word sin. On the right side of the right circle write the word grace. And in the overlap write the word vertigo. Vertigo, you remember is the place of a loss of balance; the confused and frustrated place of being caught and even tossed to and fro by competing gravities. These two circles might also be depicted in a vertical fashion which lifts out a number of other insights. 

Throughout Romans chapters 5, 6, 7, and 8, Paul sets up the astonishing transformational shifts of the gospel: From Adam to Jesus; from slavery to freedom; and from life in the flesh to life in the Spirit. You might go ahead and write Adam, slavery, and flesh on the left side of the left circle and Jesus, freedom, and the Spirit on the right side of the right circle. Again, the larger reality we are mapping is the movement from the occupied territory of Sin to the promised land of Grace. Chapter 7 depicts for us the difficult and dastardly condition of living neither fully in Sin nor in Grace but somewhere in between these places. 

Today’s text names the nature of this between place that is both Sin and Grace and yet neither Sin nor Grace. See if you can spot the term:

For sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me, and through the commandment put me to death.

Yes, the word is deception. Sin deceives us into believing God is not good but evil; that God is not for us but against us; and that God’s will is not for our best but for our worst. Sin deceives us by telling us what we want for our lives God does not want. Sin deceives us by convincing us God is not trustworthy. The height of deception is how sin can convince us that sin is not actually sin; that good is not actually good; and that God is not actually God. Reaching all the way back to Romans 1, Sin leads human beings, created in the image of God, to trade in the truth of God for a lie and worship created things rather than the Creator.

Nevertheless, in order that sin might be recognized as sin, it used what is good to bring about my death,

Sin takes that which is good and uses it to bring about death. 

And yes, it is the deception that creates vertigo, the place where up seems down and wrong seems right, where black and white become a thousand shades of gray, and where we become our own worst enemy. It’s the place where one thing leads to another and we become lost in the deep woods with a baptismal certificate in our backpack and no idea how we got here or how to get out. 

Romans 7 is not a picture of gospel life. While vertigo (in the sense we are talking) is all too common, it is not the normal Christian life. It is real to be sure, but not a required course in the curriculum of Jesus. The reason we get stuck there is because we have not sufficiently understood sin and grace and justification and repentance and Jesus and the Spirit and all we have been working our way through in these weeks in Romans. 

I have learned two things today: 1. Sin is infinitely sophisticated, and 2. A human being’s capacity for self-deception is almost infinite (even a Christian and maybe especially a Christian. One need only look at the stream of high-profile Christian leaders falling into scandalous sin to grasp this). 

Sin takes that which is good and twistedly uses it to bring about our death. But God takes what is bad and graciously uses it to bring about our life. This is the story of the gospel. This is the story of Jesus.

Prayer

Father, how we marvel at the gospel who is Jesus Christ. Yet today I want to come to grips with my own capacity not only to be deceived but to deceive myself. I simply place myself at your feet and say Lord have mercy on me. Bring me beyond the false piety of self-deprecation and into the place of true humility. I want to continue to renounce my self-will, my self-righteousness, and my self-assuredness, all of which are manifestations of my false self, and all of which are dead and buried now. Holy Spirit, empower me to rise up into my new and true self in Jesus Christ, alive and free, filled with all the fullness of God, and running the race marked out for me. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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The Dastardly Broken Brokenness of the Human Race

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

What shall we say, then? Is the law sinful? Certainly not! Nevertheless, I would not have known what sin was had it not been for the law. For I would not have known what coveting really was if the law had not said, “You shall not covet.” But sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, produced in me every kind of coveting. For apart from the law, sin was dead. Once I was alive apart from the law; but when the commandment came, sin sprang to life and I died. I found that the very commandment that was intended to bring life actually brought death.

Romans 7:7–10 (NIV)

Consider This

I like to imagine what might have happened had God put Adam and Eve in the garden and not given them any command at all about not eating from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. What would have happened? Sooner or later, they would have likely eaten from that tree. And what would have happened? The same thing would have happened. They would have then known the meaning of good and evil. They would have felt shame. They would have hidden their nakedness from one another. They would have hidden in the garden from God. They would likely have not known from whence all these unwanted feelings, convictions, and behaviors were coming, but they nevertheless would have been experiencing all of the alienation. It would have been akin to eating something poisonous without knowing it and experiencing all the attending consequences. 

I recently heard a clip from a sermon by Jackie Hill Perry sharing a fascinating insight. She pondered why God commanded Adam and Eve not to eat from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. She suggested the following reason. God never wanted Adam and Eve to know good and evil and their difference. God only wanted Adam and Eve to know him. Wow! 

So the command to not eat from the tree (which preceded the Law and yet carried the same essence) was given to protect Adam and Eve from evil rather than to deny them the experience of something good. Today’s text gets at this diabolical dilemma of the frailty of human nature. 

I found that the very commandment that was intended to bring life actually brought death.

If you don’t tell me where the cliff is and you don’t put up any guard rails warning me, chances are I will walk right over it and fall to my death. Put up a sign that tells me to stand back ten yards and I’ll walk right up to the edge and lean over. 

But sin, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, produced in me every kind of coveting.

The commandment is not an exercise of the control of God over his image bearers but the care of God for us. Any parent who has small children knows this. The command, “Don’t play in the street,” is not meant to deny the child pleasure but to protect the child from getting hit by a car. Something in a kid, however, can’t stand the restriction. Give me a five-acre yard for a playground and tell me I can’t play in the street and where do you think I’ll play? All of this is to make the point the text makes today, which is to say the Law is a good thing, meant for our good and to protect us from death and evil, yet it had the unintended effect of multiplying sin because of the broken nature of human beings. 

I’ll never forget the day my across-the-street neighbor, Claude Rector, and I received the death penalty and a pardon for our bad behavior. We, of course, had been instructed not to play in the street. Our respective sidewalks mirrored each other’s, leading from our respective front doors right up to the street’s edge—South May Drive. In the corner of Claude’s carport always sat a stack of wooden crates containing empty glass soda bottles. For whatever reason, Claude and I had the bright idea that each of us would carry a crate of those glass bottles out to the end of our respective sidewalks and proceed to take turns throwing them onto the street, breaking them into as many pieces as possible. Don’t ask me why? If I know me, it was probably simply for the glory of seeing glass break. I mean, we weren’t playing in the street, were we?! Where does a parent even begin to deal with such dastardly behavior? I remember being caught by Alberta the babysitter (whom we feared like the plague) but I can’t even remember the punishment. Indeed, I think the wrath we heaped on ourselves that day was so awful we permanently repressed it from our memories.

I’ll never forget the scene, though. All that broken glass, filling up the whole street between our two sidewalks—the street we weren’t supposed to be playing in—that is, for me, a fitting picture of the dastardly broken brokenness of the human race. It’s amazing God would stick with us. I think I am going to finally file this story, all these years later, in the file of Romans 7. 

 

Prayer

Jesus, I belong to you and I belong to you because I love you but also because outside of you I am a hopeless dastardly mess of a human being. I know what is in me. And I know what is in you. And I want what is in you to become the defining character of what is in me. I am ready to move fully out of the tortured territory of Adam and sin and slavery and the flesh and completely into the country of grace and Jesus and life and love. Holy Spirit, deepen and crystallize this aspiration by the fire of your love until it is the focus of my very imagination. More of Jesus. Yes, more of Jesus. It’s why I’m praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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Moving From My Commitment to Jesus’s Consecration

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

I am using an example from everyday life because of your human limitations. Just as you used to offer yourselves as slaves to impurity and to ever-increasing wickedness, so now offer yourselves as slaves to righteousness leading to holiness. When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the control of righteousness. What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death! But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life. For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 6:19–23 (NIV)

Consider This

I have a friend who recently told me of her daily practice of consecration. Immediately upon waking in the morning she kneels beside her bed and draws into fellowship with Jesus. It’s a good picture of, “Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.” It’s like she is saying, “I will let neither darkness nor daylight come between the devotion of Jesus and my desperate soul.” It’s become her reflexive movement of the morning: Rise up. Kneel down.

Did you catch that? Yes, I said the devotion of Jesus; not our devotion to Jesus—but Jesus’s devotion to us. The gospel is not if we turn our lives around God will love us. It is “while we were still sinners Jesus died for us.” I mean, what do we think we mean when we say Jesus loves us? It means he is devoted to us. It means he is waiting on us to wake up, . . . every single morning . . . so he can shine his light in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in his very face.1

When Paul says things like,

In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. (Romans 6:11);

and,

so now offer yourselves as slaves to righteousness leading to holiness. (Romans 6:19);

He is assuming we understand the exceptional and extraordinary message of the gospel that Jesus Christ has unconditionally and unalterably given himself to us in love. If we don’t understand this, we will mistakenly interpret this as, “Be more committed to trying harder to be better,” and we will fail over and over again and ultimately settle into a life of predictable sin management.

The invitation is to respond by giving ourselves to him; to belong to him wholeheartedly and unreservedly in love. This is a once and for all giving over of ourselves to Jesus and yet the real proof of whether we have really once and for all done it comes in the everyday-ness of doing it. Rise up. Kneel down.

It’s why we enter into this prayer of consecration every single day here.

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.

I set my mind on you.

I fix my eyes on you.

I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen.

(It’s another reason I would love for you to start listening to the Wake-Up Call. It helps us all to better “go there” together and of course, we sing together at the end!)

Jesus is jealous for us—in a very good way. He knows what happens when we slide off into the abyss of sin and death. He covets life and more life for us, but we must belong to him and abide in him to receive it. Note Paul’s reasoning:

When you were slaves to sin, you were free from the control of righteousness. What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death!

Jesus is all about giving us a quality of life and love that is not originating in our commitment and willpower. It is streaming by the Spirit from his very life in us. “Rivers of living water will flow from within you,” is how he put it. (See John 7:38)

Consecration is participation in the divine-human intermingled exchange who is Jesus himself. He gives his heart to us. He gives his mind to us. His eyes are fixed on us. He gave and gives his body for us as a holy and living sacrifice. Consecration is the mysterious, miraculous exchange of our sin for his righteousness, our brokenness for his wholeness, and our emptiness for his fullness. Through consecration, we learn to participate in the very life of Jesus—by the indwelling Holy Spirit—on earth as it is in heaven.

But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life.

A final word—eternal life does not mean, “when we all get to heaven.” It means heaven is now here. Eternal signifies not only duration but quality. Eternal life is life in quantity and quality.

Prayer

Jesus, all of this. I want all of this, and yet it all comes down to me wanting you. All of this comes with you. Would you teach me and train me in this life? Would you let that become what discipleship means in my life; even in my church? I am weary of my own ways of trying harder to manage sin. Come Holy Spirit! I am ready for consecration, the exchange of all that is broken for all that is whole. I am ready to participate in your life here and now, for my good, for others’ gain, for God’s glory. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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The Problem of Vertigo

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

What then? Shall we sin because we are not under the law but under grace? By no means! Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of the one you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance. You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.

Romans 6:15–18 (NIV)

Consider This

Today’s text tells us a number of things. For starters, it says we are “under grace.” Remember how we talked about gravity last week and how salvation is essentially a shifting of the center of gravity in our lives—from the gravity of sin to the gravity of grace; from the story of Adam to the story of Jesus?

Our problem comes from our very real lived experience of being caught between these two gravitational pulls—between these two masses. The gravity of Sin is dead and yet it remains a mass that exerts pull simply by being what it is—a dead mass. The gravity of grace is alive and powerful in the Holy Spirit and as a result, it has infinitely more power, and yet until we move fully into its sway there is the old pull of this dead mass from our old life.

I want you to get your Romans journal or some other medium to write on and grab a pencil or pen. Now, draw two circles side by side and overlapping by maybe one-third. (Yes, it’s a Venn diagram). On the left side of the left circle, write the word sin. On the right side of the right circle, write the word grace. Now in the overlapping part of the circles write the word vertigo.

Yes, most of us, most of the time, live in vertigo. You know what vertigo is, don’t you? It is a loss of balance or a disoriented sense of gravity, leading to dizziness and a compromised ability to walk with any stability. It is the state of being caught between the mastery of grace and the mastery of sin. We will make camp next week in the country of Vertigo (aka Romans 7) but I wanted to go ahead and get the concept in play and into the itinerary.

Did you notice the little word I sneaked into the dialogue in the last paragraph? It was, “mastery.” Vertigo is the country where we learn the hard lesson that we cannot achieve mastery over sin or grace. It is where we learn to follow a new master. We are not masters who are mastering anything. We are, in fact, under mastery. We are either mastered by sin or mastered by grace. The text makes this abundantly clear today:

Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of the one you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness?

Vertigo comes from trying to maintain two masters. Truth be told, it comes from trying to be the master of yourself—even as a Christian. Many people spend most of their life in this predictably miserable place. This is what it means to be a selfish person. We try to be a Christian and yet our old self remains held in the gravity of sin. It is because though you may salute Jesus as Lord, you have never fully and in an ongoing way given him the undivided allegiance of your heart. I am tossed to and fro by the waves of my rising and falling levels of commitment and resolve to resist my unsanctified desires or to indulge them. It is time to move beyond the slavish ways of your own self-will and sense of commitment and into a life of everyday abandoned consecration to Jesus—as Master—as Lord. This is the letting go of the old self and the taking up of the new life. Let’s give Paul the last word on this today:

But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance. You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.

Prayer

Yes, Father, I want to move from this place of tortured vertigo and fully into the country of Grace. I am tired of sin still exercising gravity in my life and succumbing to it. I am tired of the pattern of teaching that tells me to try harder to be better. I am weary of renewing my own sense of commitment and willpower. Grace can’t be another name I give my own best efforts. In fact, I am tired of endlessly asking Jesus to help me with this. I am ready to say, Jesus, have me! Yes, Holy Spirit, that is what I say, Jesus, have me! Praying in his name, amen.     

 


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Why We Need A Better Bumper Sticker

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness. For sin shall no longer be your master, because you are not under the law, but under grace.

Romans 6:11–14 (NIV)

Consider This

In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus.

In the same way as what? Let’s remember back a verse earlier:

The death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God. (v.10)

In the same way as Jesus died to sin once for all and rose from the grave to live to God. That’s how we count ourselves dead to sin and alive to God—we do it in Christ Jesus. We remember, in vivid detail and full color, the life and death and life of Jesus. We remember we are baptized into his life and death and life—which is to say we no longer live but he lives in us.

Most of the time, most people simply do not get what the New Testament is saying about the Christian life. We think of it as a moral or ethical life. We approach Jesus as a moral and ethical exemplar who lived a life completely beyond ours and which would, in fact, be impossible to emulate yet we must die trying. This approach can be best summarized in three words: believe and behave. Of course that doesn’t work which results in putting bumper stickers on our cars that say things like, “I’m not perfect, just forgiven,” and “Jesus is my co-pilot.”

Jesus, in fact, tells us to “Be perfect as your heavenly Father is perfect.” (Matthew 5:48). He doesn’t mean perfect as we think of perfect. We think of perfect as flawless. The Bible thinks of perfect not as flawlessness but as fullness—the fullness of Jesus by the Holy Spirit. Now watch where the text takes us:

Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires.

But how?

Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness,

But how?

So far this could be interpreted as saying, “Believe and behave.” But then comes the secret sauce:

but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life;

The way is not believing and behaving. The way is made by beholding and becoming. This is the way of fullness. Because Jesus has wholeheartedly, unconditionally, and unreservedly offered himself to God for us, we can now wholeheartedly, unconditionally, and unreservedly offer ourselves to God for him. And then he wholeheartedly, unconditionally, and unreservedly offers the Holy Spirit to fill us with all the fullness of Jesus—for our good, for others’ gain, and for the Father’s glory.

And that, my friends, is perfect.

Because of the pervasiveness of perfectionism, I tend to stay away from the word altogether, but the bumper sticker we need is the one that says, “I’m not just forgiven. I’m being made perfect,” and “Jesus is my pilot.”

Prayer

My God! My Goodness! My Lord Jesus Christ. You are perfection personified and somehow as you fill us with yourself you bring us to perfection, and yet it is a perfection that is ever-growing and never-ending. It is a fullness that is ever admitting more of you. Holy Spirit, thank you for making us alive in Jesus—”our living Head, and clothed with righteousness divine.” And so we offer—I offer—my life to you, wholeheartedly, unconditionally, and unreservedly; all yours. And you are all mine. And because of what you did, I am now dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus.  Make it so more and more and more and more—from one degree of glory to the next. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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The Day It Started Changing For Me

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we will certainly also be united with him in a resurrection like his. For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin—because anyone who has died has been set free from sin.

Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him. The death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God.

Romans 6:5–10 (NIV)        

Consider This

My life and faith began to change quite dramatically in my early twenties. It began with Romans 6. My daily practice up to that time had been to read a devotion or two in the morning. By “devotion” I mean a short written entry from some periodical or book that began with a nice and encouraging Scripture text followed by a few paragraphs that usually had little to do with the Bible verse at the top. Then came a prayer and some sort of benign thought for the day. I considered that I had done my “quiet time” duty for the day and then got on with it. I’m sure these devotionals helped me in some way but in retrospect, I was really just going through the motions of devotions. (This is largely why I don’t consider the Wake-Up Call devotional literature.)

Somewhere in those years, I actually started reading the Bible. I remember reading Romans 6 and being stopped dead in my tracks. It was this very verse:

For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin—because anyone who has died has been set free from sin.

What did he just say?! Did he say I was free from sin? While I presented well to the public, underneath I was plagued by all sorts of sinful thoughts, attitudes, behaviors, and complex patterns of self-justification, shame, pride, and hiding; while fiercely judging others for the same things. After reading Romans 6, I knew one of two things had to be true. Either: 1) The Bible was wrong on this point about being free from sin, or 2) I was not “getting” it—these words did not describe the truth of my actual life.

This became the Matrix-red-pill moment of my life.1 I could not unsee what I had seen in God’s Word. The Holy Spirit had planted this word in my mind as truth and there began the long reckoning with the gospel. Jesus could no longer be an eternal life insurance policy. He would become the source and substance of a transformational life.

This chapter continues to teach and train my mind to the present day. Looking back over the years, I have tended to focus mostly on myself, my behavior, and my willpower even to believe the truth that I am dead to sin. Here’s what’s changing now. I’m starting to get this at a new level:

Now if we died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. For we know that since Christ was raised from the dead, he cannot die again; death no longer has mastery over him. The death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God.

The focus is not on me and my sin. The focus is on Jesus and his Life. My old sin life is dead and buried in the tomb in Jerusalem. My new life is raised up and caught up in his life.

Yep, everything changed that day and is still changing . . .

 

Prayer

Our Father, thank you for your son, Jesus, and the comprehensive, compelling change he brings to life. I claim it again now, I am set free from sin. I have been crucified with Christ. I no longer live but Jesus Christ lives in me. Yes, the life I live I live by faith in the Son of God who has loved me and given himself for me.2 Holy Spirit, fill me and make this truth real in my actual life, over and over and over again. Jesus, Jesus, how I trust you; how I’ve proved you over and over. Jesus, Jesus, precious Jesus, O for grace to trust you more. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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What Jesus Left Behind in the Tomb

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase? By no means! We are those who have died to sin; how can we live in it any longer? Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.

Romans 6:1–4 (NIV)           

Consider This

There are two sites in the ancient city of Jerusalem that compete for the prize of being the place of the cross and the empty tomb. If you go there, you will undoubtedly visit both sites. The first is known as the Church of the Holy Sepulcher. It is a massive cathedral-like building that meanders across the space of what feels like a small city block. Inside the cathedral is the place the authorities say is the place where Jesus was crucified on the cross. Nearby, in the cathedral is the empty tomb. Interestingly, the place feels like neither. Across town, actually outside the gates of the Old City is the other site, known as “The Garden Tomb.” There’s a rocky crag there on which you can trace the contours of a skull (i.e., Golgotha) and nearby there is an ancient cave-like tomb cut into the side of a small hill complete with a large stone next to the mouth of the cave. This has all the “feels” of the place and yet less verification as the authentic site. All this to say, I have been in both empty tombs and both hold enormous gravitas.

Most of the emphasis over all the centuries has gone into the focus on the fact that the tomb is empty. It’s true. The tomb could not hold the risen body of Jesus Christ. He is not there; nor are his bones. In another sense, however, it is not empty. It is quite full. It is filled with the Sin of Adam and all the sins of all the saints from all the ages. As Jesus was crucified on the cross, he took on himself, in his body, the Sin of Adam and the sins of the world past, present, and future. Further, as Jesus’s body was laid in the tomb, the Sin of Adam and all the sins of the world, past, present, and future, were laid there in his body. We, our Sin and our sins, both crucified and buried Jesus. “They” did not kill Jesus. We did. (And of course “we” includes “them” too.) As Jesus rose from the dead, he left the Sin and the sins in the grave, buried, dead, lifeless, forever.

Or don’t you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death . . .

Our Sin and our sins are buried in a tomb outside of the city gates in Old Jerusalem. They are dead, rotten and ever rotting, dead to us, dead to eternity, forever dead and buried. They have no life, no power, no gravity but that we accede to them—which is an utter absurdity and only betrays the reality that we have a very inadequate understanding of the death and resurrection of Jesus. This is Paul’s point in the opening salvo of Romans 6.

We are those who have died to sin; how can we live in it any longer?

When Jesus was laid in the tomb, we were laid there with him—our old self, our old life, our Sin, and our sins. When Jesus rose from the dead, we rose with him, our new self, our new life, free from sin and delivered from death.

We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.

We have many and varied understandings of what Christian baptism is and what it means. Paul gives us the ground zero definitive picture of it here in Romans 6.

Death. Burial. Resurrection.

Right here and right now.

Baptism is not a symbolic rite of passage as we are so prone to believe. It is a literal living participation in the real, physical, and embodied deliverance of Jesus Christ from sin and death into life and love which is freedom.

I fear we have largely missed the point when it comes to baptism. We have majored in the minors while debating over trivialities. Baptism is first and foremost about Jesus’s death, Jesus’s burial, and Jesus’s resurrection. He went to the cross and carried our Sin and our sins. They carried his lifeless body, murdered by Sin and sins, and laid him in the tomb. Our Sin and our sins and our old life were buried in the literal tomb in Jerusalem. Jesus was raised from the dead and as he ran out of that grave, our new life, our freedom from sin, and delivered-from-death life ran out with him. And we are still running free from sin and full of faith in the newness of life today.

We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.

Reflect deeply on this today, because it is going to get a lot deeper tomorrow and the day after that.

Prayer

Our Father, how we thank you for your Son, Jesus, who took on our Sin and our sins in his physical body. He took them, and us with them, into the tomb. And he rose from the dead and took us with him, leaving our Sin and our sins behind in the grave forever. Holy Spirit, bring our own baptism back before our memory—open the eyes of our hearts to see what really happened there. Bring us into the depths of remembrance such that we understand it beyond what we did before—that we were buried with him into death in order that we might be raised with him into life. Give us the vision to see our Sin and our sins left behind in that tomb in Jerusalem forever—they are dead to us and we are dead to them. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.

 


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The Soundtrack of the Gospel

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

Consequently, just as one trespass resulted in condemnation for all people, so also one righteous act resulted in justification and life for all people. For just as through the disobedience of the one man the many were made sinners, so also through the obedience of the one man the many will be made righteous.

The law was brought in so that the trespass might increase. But where sin increased, grace increased all the more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Romans 5:18–21 (NIV)       

Consider This

Have you learned the soundtrack of the gospel? Paul wrote it down in his letter to the church at Philippi. I’m almost sure the Romans would have seen that letter too and probably sang the song. If Romans 5 is a sermon, then Philippians 2:5–11 is the closing hymn. It is the gospel’s soundtrack. If Romans 5 is our story then Philippians 2 is our song. It was kind of like Paul’s “And Can It Be” (which we have been singing like rock stars all week on the podcast for those of you who aren’t listening yet).

 

This song is the perfect setup for Romans 6 which we will dive into next week. Here it is.

Have the same mind in you that was in Christ Jesus,

Who, being in very nature God,

      did not consider equality with God something to be grasped;

rather, he made himself nothing

      by taking the very nature of a servant,

      being made in human likeness.

And being found in appearance as a man,

      he humbled himself

      by becoming obedient to death—

            even death on a cross!

Therefore God exalted him to the highest place

      and gave him the name that is above every name,

that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,

      in heaven and on earth and under the earth,

and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord,

      to the glory of God the Father. (Phil. 2:5–11)

The hymn is actually a response to the broken story of Adam. If you will trace the story of the hymn you will see it unfolds in the form of a \/, tracing the journey of Jesus from heaven to earth, all the way down to the cross and the grave and then all the way back up through the resurrection to the ascension and to the final coming of the kingdom.

Now notice something about the story of Adam. It unfolds the opposite journey. It is an /\ form. The glory of the gospel, who is Jesus Christ, is the way he reverses our course and leads us from the broken story of Adam, depicted in the /\ form, and into the grand story of grace, depicted in the \/ form. Prepare now for your mind to be blown by how this tracks out:

/\  Adam (Eve) is created in the very image of God and yet considers equality with God something to be grasped. “If you eat of the fruit of the tree you will become like God.”

\/  Jesus is the very image of God himself yet he “does not consider equality with God something to be grasped.”

/\  Adam being a human being bearing God’s image tries to make himself something higher.

\/  Jesus, the image of God in the form of a human being, makes himself nothing and takes on the nature of a slave.

/\  Adam, becomes disobedient to the word of God, covered his shame, and then hid in pride from God and thereby introduced sin and death into the created order.

\/  Jesus, humbled himself and became obedient to death, bearing our shame, exposed in nakedness, not in hiding but in public view of all.

/\  Adam’s rebellion at the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil brought a curse upon the entire human race.

\/  Jesus, by his death on the cross, reversed Adam’s rebellion by taking on the curse of Adam. “Cursed is everyone that is hanged on a tree.” Galatians 3:13

/\  Adam and Eve and all their progeny to the present day have fallen to the lowest place.

\/  Jesus was exalted by the Father to the highest place in his resurrection and ascension.

/\  The curse of Adam continued forward through Cain murdering his brother Abel in the quest for a better name and forward until the entire human community was building a tower to reach the heavens in order to make a great name for themselves.

\/  Jesus climbed all the way down from the heights of heaven to be crucified on the towering, contemptible cross and he was given the name that is above every name.

/\  Because of the disobedience of Adam, the entire human race is born into a state of rebellion against God.

\/  Because of the obedience of Jesus’s faith, the entire human race (the living and the dead) will ultimately kneel (willingly or otherwise) before the risen and returning Lamb of God and be judged according to the obedience of faith and the righteousness of grace.

/\  Because of the disobedience of Adam and his progeny, the language of the human race was confused and all the people scattered in enmity.

\/  Because of the obedience of Jesus’s faith, every tongue will confess, in an agreement of diverse unity—in all of the many distinctive and varied languages of the whole world, the very same confession: Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of God the Father.

Indeed, the heavenly throngs are already gathering in the midst of angels and archangels, in the presence of the elders and the living beings and the white-robed witnesses from every nation, tribe, and tongue all circling the throne of God where sits the risen Lord of heaven and earth, the Lamb Slain from before the foundation of the world, the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, Jesus Messiah. And he shall reign forever and ever. Amen.

Now, if you have not sung with us yet, today is the day to join in as we will sing all five verses of our fight song, “And Can it Be!”

 

Prayer

PRAYER

Today for our prayer, let’s remember the words of Hebrews 12:18–29,

You have not come to a mountain that can be touched and that is burning with fire; to darkness, gloom and storm; to a trumpet blast or to such a voice speaking words that those who heard it begged that no further word be spoken to them, because they could not bear what was commanded: “If even an animal touches the mountain, it must be stoned to death.” The sight was so terrifying that Moses said, “I am trembling with fear.”

But you have come to Mount Zion, to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem. You have come to thousands upon thousands of angels in joyful assembly, to the church of the firstborn, whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God, the Judge of all, to the spirits of the righteous made perfect, to Jesus the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel.

Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, for our “God is a consuming fire.”

Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.

 


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