Jesus and Paul Would Not Have Been Friends

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

What then shall we say? That the Gentiles, who did not pursue righteousness, have obtained it, a righteousness that is by faith; but the people of Israel, who pursued the law as the way of righteousness, have not attained their goal. Why not? Because they pursued it not by faith but as if it were by works. They stumbled over the stumbling stone. As it is written:

“See, I lay in Zion a stone that causes people to stumble
    and a rock that makes them fall,
    and the one who believes in him will never be put to shame.”

Romans 9:30–33 (NIV)

Consider This

I had another BFO (blinding flash of the obvious) today. 

Paul and Jesus were the same age (give or take a few years). They grew up in different places—about five hundred miles apart. They were both Jews. Relatively speaking, Paul was born into privilege; Jesus into relative poverty. Jesus—as the second person of the Trinity—was by order of magnitude in another category than Paul and yet both were otherwise ordinary first-century men. 

Perhaps most significantly, both of these men had the same purpose, goal, and ambition in life. They both wanted to see Israel, the people of God, fulfill their God-ordained role as the light of the world. They both wanted the kingdom of God to come on Earth as it is in Heaven. They wanted to see scriptural holiness spread across the land—the glory of God filling up the whole Earth as the waters covered the seas.

Both of these men were men of the Law—of Torah. They both knew the story of God inside out and upside down. And that’s about where their similarities end. When it came to their method their approach could not have been any more different. Let’s say Jesus and Paul would not have been friends. Paul led the movement within Judaism that believed the way forward was 100 percent straight legalistic obedience to the Law. We should probably point out the absurdity of this approach at the outset here. Let’s call it a legalistic observance of the Law that paraded as self-righteous obedience. Jesus despised this approach. 

It is oversimplifying it to say it this way and yet it is right. Paul set out to keep the Law with a legalistic observance.

but the people of Israel, who pursued the law as the way of righteousness, have not attained their goal. Why not? Because they pursued it not by faith but as if it were by works.

Jesus came to fulfill the Law with overwhelming love. Paul would have considered Jesus totally irrelevant. Jesus would have considered Paul very dangerous. 

And in the irony of all ironies, Paul’s approach to the Law would nail Jesus to the cross. 

Nope, Jesus and Paul would not have been friends . . . until they were. 

They never met before Jesus was crucified. They actually met after Jesus was raised from the dead and ascended into Heaven. We will hear all about their meeting in the upcoming Wake-Up Call series on the Acts of the Apostles. (It is one of the great pieces of historical evidence for the resurrection itself.) Suffice it to say, after this meeting on that fated road to Damascus, Paul and Jesus would become best friends forever. In a move that would stun paupers and princes, Paul came over to team Jesus, and the rest is history. Talk about overwhelming love—Jesus picked Paul, his biggest detractor and the most fierce enemy of the church, to quarterback his team.

“See, I lay in Zion a stone that causes people to stumble
    and a rock that makes them fall,
    and the one who believes in him will never be put to shame.”

Jesus, the great stumbling block for the Jews (and all seeking to attain righteousness and salvation by their own efforts), became the solid rock on which Paul would stand and beckon the Jews (and everyone else) to stand with him. All other ground is sinking sand.

 

Prayer

Abba Father! What a story! What a Savior! Jesus, we belong to you. We love this story because it is all at once too good to be true and yet it is the truest story ever told. You take the chief of sinners, who prided himself as the paragon of righteousness, and turn him into a preeminent saint. You take your worst enemy and turn him into your best friend. What a Savior! It raises my confidence in what you might be able to do in my life, with me, even me. I just want to stand on this rock and bow in awe for now. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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The First and Last Question of Any Theologian Worth Their Salt

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

What if God, although choosing to show his wrath and make his power known, bore with great patience the objects of his wrath—prepared for destruction? What if he did this to make the riches of his glory known to the objects of his mercy, whom he prepared in advance for glory—even us, whom he also called, not only from the Jews but also from the Gentiles? As he says in Hosea:

“I will call them ‘my people’ who are not my people;
    and I will call her ‘my loved one’ who is not my loved one,”

and,

“In the very place where it was said to them,
    ‘You are not my people,’
    there they will be called ‘children of the living God.’”

Isaiah cries out concerning Israel:

“Though the number of the Israelites be like the sand by the sea,
    only the remnant will be saved.
For the Lord will carry out
    his sentence on earth with speed and finality.”

It is just as Isaiah said previously:

“Unless the Lord Almighty
    had left us descendants,
we would have become like Sodom,
    we would have been like Gomorrah.”

Romans 9:22–29 (NIV)

 

Consider This

Something deep within every single one of us wants to be God; even if we don’t want to admit it. At least we want to sit in the seat from time to time. This is the Achilles heel of being the image bearers of God. We have enough of the stuff of God in us we think we can do the job better than God—and clearly we can do it better than the guy driving the car next to us. We think we know best.

As a result, we are all amateur theologians, desperately trying to understand what is happening in us and to us and all around us and make sense of it and yes, to explain it to each other. I repeat—we are all amateurs—from the highly educated to the most unlearned. For better or for worse, we are all doing theology, all day every day; believers or not; willfully or unconsciously. Theology, or grasping after the logic of God, is our native language. Again, when you are made in the image of God, it’s what you do. Oh yeah, and you create other gods (aka idols) in the process (to try and fill in the gaps and make it all work for you), but we will save that for another day. 

So Paul is doing theology with the Roman church about this matter of the Jews and their future and his agonizing hope concerning such. And because we have weeks yet to discuss all this business, I would like us to take a minute to get some altitude, look down, and admire his method. For starters notice the three-word opener, which he repeats again in the same paragraph:

What if God, . . . ?

It is a beautiful way to open a conversation, isn’t it? What if God, . . . ? Ponderous, open, invitational, and yes, humble. When it comes to conversations about God, beware the NIDs and the SIDs: That’s shorthand for the “Never-in-Doubts” and the “Seldom-in-Doubts.” They mean well, but they are plagued with insecurity and as a result, they can’t risk faith, so they opt instead for an over-confident certainty. Faith pursues another outcome: clarity. 

What if God, . . . ?

Notice also how Paul pursues clarity. He’s not building on the philosophical constructs of Aristotle, Socrates, or Plato (who were important players but quite late to the game). Nope. For Paul, it’s Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. He works from Scripture as not only his foundation but his four walls and infinitely vaulted ceiling. The story of Scripture serves like his stained glass: The windows through which all light enters and is filtered—and the lenses through which he sees and interprets all of life and the world; history and eternity. Monday he called on Sarah and Rebekah. Yesterday it was Pharaoh and Jeremiah. Today it’s Hosea and Isaiah. Paul knows this story upside down and inside out. He knows it not like an academic remembers facts and data but like an old man remembers his life story with all its twists, turns, and surprising transformations. The story of Scripture is the substance of his memory and the source of his imagination. 

What if God, . . . ?

That’s the starting place, isn’t it? It can lead to questions like, “How might God be working in this challenging situation or that intractable dilemma?” And, “What might God be saying to us in this moment of opportunity and possibility?” 

What if God, . . . ?

It’s also the ending place, isn’t it? On this point, no one says it better than Isaiah. We will give him the last word today. 

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
      neither are your ways my ways,”
            declares the Lord.

“As the heavens are higher than the earth,
      so are my ways higher than your ways
      and my thoughts than your thoughts. (Isaiah 55:8–9)

 

Prayer

Abba Father! Indeed, we know this—your thoughts and ways are not our ways and thoughts. Your ways are higher, deeper, longer, and infinitely wiser than we can imagine or even comprehend. And yet you have written them down in a book, through a thousand stories that are one story, and all of it perfectly finished and beautifully fulfilled in Jesus. Come Holy Spirit and teach us to ask this question, “What if God?” and to let the question permeate our stories, big and small. I want to be that kind of theologian. I want to live a “What if God” life. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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On the Backstory and the Cover Story

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

It does not, therefore, depend on human desire or effort, but on God’s mercy. For Scripture says to Pharaoh: “I raised you up for this very purpose, that I might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth.” Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he hardens whom he wants to harden.

One of you will say to me: “Then why does God still blame us? For who is able to resist his will?” But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God? “Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?’” Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use?

 

Romans 9:16–21 (NIV)

 

Consider This

There is a backstory here in this letter—and all the other ones too. It runs both in the background and in the foreground all the time. It’s the story of Paul, the superstar Pharisee formerly known as Saul. 

I wonder as he wrote about the hard-hearted Pharaoh, if the ancient Egyptian despot served as a kind of mirror for him—of who he was becoming—under the very auspices of being chosen by God. Remember, Paul cruelly persecuted the early Christians and labored passionately to crush the church. To be clear, as he did these things, Paul was doing his dead-level best to do the will of God. He was “the story.” In retrospect, he must have remembered how his heart was as hard as a rock. Yet now the chief hater of the church had become its chief helper; the main detractor of Jesus of Nazareth had become his chief champion. This is so far beyond far-fetched that no one would even begin to make it up. It is impossible. And I think this is Paul’s point here. Nothing is too difficult for God because God is God. 

The human-bound mind wants to explain God and the ways of God in some kind of system or logic; some kind of “God has a reason for everything” system or “everything that happens is God’s will otherwise God can’t be sovereign” system. 

One of you will say to me: “Then why does God still blame us? For who is able to resist his will?” 

Paul is saying because God is God, all bets are off. Stop trying to figure this out. This is beyond your pay grade. He is giving them the first-century translation of, “Shut up.”

But who are you, a human being, to talk back to God?

As Paul writes, he wrestles with God. He wants his people, the Jews, to be in on the cover story. They are, after all, God’s chosen people. Yet Paul knows God is doing something much larger here than just the Jews, and he knows he, himself, is a sign and symbol of it—the chief sinner becoming the chief saint. That’s the cover story: It’s all about Jesus. Paul’s life is now an illuminated backstory. 

Here’s the kicker: Paul thought he was the main story before he met Jesus. Now he knows his life is a backstory for the great cover story of Jesus. He never imagined it because it was beyond imagination. Now Paul is now running through the Rolodex of the whole Bible. With the Jews now seated as his jury, who can he call on here? Jeremiah! Yes, Jerry—what would he say?

“Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘Why did you make me like this?’” Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use?

God will be God so we must let God be God. So here’s the gospel in it all: Though we can’t understand God, we can trust God. Why? Because God is just? Sure. There is more though. Because God is mercy. And is this just some sort of divine philosophy we are supposed to accept? Nope. God has spoken a final word that will save the whole world—it’s the Word that brings divine justice and divine mercy together into the eternal revelation of divine love: 

Jesus. 

So many of us are still waiting to trust God until we understand God; when all the while, the truth is we will not understand God until we trust him. This is the very meaning of faith. And this gospel of Jesus will come to us by faith or not at all. Remember, faith is not believing something you aren’t sure is true; as in you just have to “accept it on faith.”  No, faith is trusting in the reality of someone you are coming to believe is The Truth. This is how your life becomes a backstory in the greatest cover story of all time. 

Yes, Jesus. 

 

Prayer

Abba Father, thank you for Jesus, your perfect image in human flesh. Thank you that if we have seen Jesus, we have seen you. Thank you for not standing outside of your creation but coming into it and not only the created reality but into us, your very image bearers. Jesus, we belong to you. Holy Spirit, would you impart to us the mind of Jesus that we might think thoughts after God; that we might not wait to understand before we trust—but that we might trust and then find we understand. You are the potter. We are the clay. We trust you God with our lives. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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A Practice Swing at Predestination

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

It is not as though God’s word had failed. For not all who are descended from Israel are Israel. Nor because they are his descendants are they all Abraham’s children. On the contrary, “It is through Isaac that your offspring will be reckoned.” In other words, it is not the children by physical descent who are God’s children, but it is the children of the promise who are regarded as Abraham’s offspring. For this was how the promise was stated: “At the appointed time I will return, and Sarah will have a son.”

Not only that, but Rebekah’s children were conceived at the same time by our father Isaac. Yet, before the twins were born or had done anything good or bad—in order that God’s purpose in election might stand: not by works but by him who calls—she was told, “The older will serve the younger.” Just as it is written: “Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated.”

What then shall we say? Is God unjust? Not at all! For he says to Moses,

“I will have mercy on whom I have mercy,
    and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.”

Romans 9:6–15 (NIV)

 

 

Consider This

The Bible is at the same time both super accessible and very complex. Sometimes the plain reading is the right reading. Other times the plain reading can tend to obscure the better reading of the text. Chapter 9 is such a text. Over the centuries, the plain reading of this text seems to point to what has come to be known in church history as the doctrine of double election predestination—the notion that God has predetermined that some will be eternally saved while many more will be eternally condemned. Despite some of the smartest people in the room as its advocates, the doctrine inescapably posits a caricatured monstrosity of the God of Israel and the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Consider these two verses as illustrative of the point:

“Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated.”

“I will have mercy on whom I have mercy,
    and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.”

All of this is too much to take on in the Wake-Up Call over morning coffee and I am perhaps unwise for even opening the door, yet the text being what it is I felt obliged to at least take a practice swing. It brings us to one of the general rules from our How to Read the Bible Better class. We must read the verse through the lens of the whole of the Bible rather than reading the whole of the Bible through the lens of the verse. In chapters 9–11 Paul takes us on an odyssey of biblical interpretation and understanding. For starters, he asks no less than twenty questions in these chapters. He quotes from the Old Testament some thirty times. The clincher, however, comes with the key term he repeats in some form eight times. That word is mercy.

The story of the Bible, which is the true story of the heavens and the earth, is the story of the unrelenting mercy of God—the overwhelming, never-ending, reckless love of God—as the song says. It is the story of a God who calls out to his broken image bearers from the day we hid from him in the garden of his delight to the day he cried out from the cross, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do,” and “It is finished!” and every single day since. It is the story of a God who walked into the darkest night of his people and shattered the shackles of their slavery and—”split the sea so we could walk right through it, drowning our fears in perfect love”—as the song says. 

This God, our God, is on a mission that can only be described with the word mercy. It is a mercy so comprehensively intense he has identified and bound himself up with us forever in history and eternity. 

Say it with me church: “For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes in him will not perish but have everlasting life.” (John 3:16)

God has thrown open the doors of his kingdom and invited everyone inside. The door is Jesus. And he ultimately chooses all who choose him. Though many will not choose him, he wills and works that all would. And he’s given us one job—to participate in this most merciful work of redemption. 

 

Prayer

Abba Father, thank you for your mercy, which is over all your works. Thank you for giving mercy a name: Jesus. Thank you for swinging wide the door of your kingdom to sinners like us who you are making to be saints like him. And thank you for imbuing us with Jesus’s very magnetism, the Holy Spirit, who draws people to you through us. More of that Holy Spirit! More! And thank you, like Peter said, that you are not slow to keep your promises but rather patient, “not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.” We choose you, Jesus. I choose you. Thank you for choosing me. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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Finding Sorrow and Anguish Over My Lack of Sorrow and Anguish

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

I speak the truth in Christ—I am not lying, my conscience confirms it through the Holy Spirit—I have great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were cursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my people, those of my own race, the people of Israel. Theirs is the adoption to sonship; theirs the divine glory, the covenants, the receiving of the law, the temple worship and the promises. Theirs are the patriarchs, and from them is traced the human ancestry of the Messiah, who is God over all, forever praised! Amen.

 Romans 9:1–5 (NIV)

 

Consider This

We come now to a part of the letter I have all but ignored over the years. I say this by way of confession. I have no good excuse other than exegetical laziness and a lack of concern for the human race. And now, I shall make my best effort at repentance. 

Paul, having come to the close of his magisterial elocution and declaration of the gospel of Jesus Christ, now faces his worst nightmare. His own people are rejecting the gospel and its God. He takes it head-on now:

I speak the truth in Christ—I am not lying, my conscience confirms it through the Holy Spirit

The story of the God of Creation, the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, is the true story of the whole world. It is everyone’s story. It is not, as post-enlightenment modernity would have us believe, one choice among the pantheon of gods and religions, and philosophies on offer in the marketplace. There is no other true story. Sure, there are myriad myths and philosophies and belief systems and so forth, but there is only ultimately one true story. This does not mean we need to despise, downgrade or denigrate the multitudes of other stories and their tellers floating around out there in the world. We simply do not believe them. We believe the story of creational monotheism as revealed in the Hebrew scriptures which has come to its ultimate redemption and fulfillment in Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews, the Lord and Messiah, Savior of the World—crucified and risen from the dead—and now ascended to the right hand of God where he awaits a final return to the earth where he will consummate the new creation. 

The people called Israel were raised up by God to declare and demonstrate this, the true story of history and eternity; of the heavens and the earth, for the blessing of the whole world and the glory and praise of God. They are the chosen stewards of this story, which is their story, for the whole world. Look how Paul says it:

Theirs is the adoption to sonship; theirs the divine glory, the covenants, the receiving of the law, the temple worship and the promises. Theirs are the patriarchs, and from them is traced the human ancestry of the Messiah, who is God over all, forever praised! Amen.

Unfortunately, the people called Israel (largely due to their leaders) are actively rejecting Jesus of Nazareth as the Jewish Messiah and Savior of the World. This is hitting Paul with blunt force as he writes the next major section of his letter to the Romans (9–11). The grief overwhelms Paul because their rejection of Jesus is tantamount to a rejection of not only the whole story of God but of God himself. Paul is crushed. 

I have great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart.

The entire purpose of Israel, the people of God—to declare and demonstrate the story of creation and redemption for the salvation of the world and the glory of God—is on the brink of utter abrogation. Paul sees the finish line finally in sight for his beleaguered people, this long-game nation, and they are falling down in the final stretch. He can’t take it. He’s willing to pay the ultimate price for the team. This statement shows us the depths of Paul’s despair:

For I could wish that I myself were cursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my people, those of my own race, the people of Israel.

So here are two questions for us as we sit now within a decade of the two thousandth year of the resurrection and ascension of Jesus Christ.

  1. Do we believe the biblical story of creation and redemption—culminating in the life, death, resurrection, and ascension of Jesus Christ and consummating in his final return—is the singularly true and controlling story of world history and eternity? 
  2. Do we have great sorrow and unceasing anguish over the failure of the church of our time (including ourselves) to declare and demonstrate this story for the salvation of the world and the glory of God? 

My answers are yes and not really; or maybe sort of.

 

Prayer

Abba Father! Lord Jesus Christ! Blessed Holy Spirit! Would you awaken us to the true and real story of it all? And would you forgive us for our failure to hold sorrow and anguish over our slumber? And would you forgive us for constantly putting our own little stories at center stage—which is to say would you forgive us for not really believing the big story? We so desperately want to awaken to our moment in your movement. We want to play our part in this cosmic story of creation and redemption. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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Yes, David, This Is for Looking At

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:

“For your sake we face death all day long;

    we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:31–39 (NIV)

Consider This

As we close the week, let’s ask the question, “What is Romans 8 all about?” 

At first glance, we might be led to say, “The Holy Spirit, of course!” Interestingly, the chapter does mention the Holy Spirit a whopping twenty-one times. That’s not what or who it is about though, for the Holy Spirit is never about himself but always another: Jesus. Go back and read the chapter and you will see the whole thing is summed up in the last eleven words:

the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I grew up in and around a church that had a pretty clean cross. It was not only pretty clean, but it was also pretty and clean. It wasn’t until my mid-twenties that I discovered the messy cross—also known as a crucifix. I think I grew up with a bias against it—reasoning since Jesus was risen the cross was clean; because the tomb was empty the cross must be too. 

In my mid-twenties, I began to walk the grounds of an ancient monastery (by American standards) in the middle of Kentucky. Everywhere I turned, the crucifix confronted me. One day I bought a small crucifix statue in the gift store. It sat on my desk in my study at home. One day, when my oldest (David) was around four, he came into the study and picked up the little statue of Jesus on the cross. As he rolled it around his tiny fingers, he asked, “Daddy, what do we use this for?” And before I could proffer some ridiculous answer, he continued, “Or, . . . is it for looking at?” I knew at that moment a prophet had spoken. I said, “Yes, David, this is for looking at.” 

Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:

“For your sake we face death all day long;
    we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”

My life in these years began to reveal to me that my cross was too clean. My life was getting messy with trouble, hardship, and persecution. I was beginning to crack into a smidgen of “the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings.” I needed to behold more of him than I was glimpsing. 

A few years later I came across a painting done by one of my friends, Kevin Sparks. It is called, “Darkness Tries to Comprehend Light,” and it depicts Jesus Christ lifted up on the cross in a brutal scene of unthinkable suffering. As you approach the painting you begin to realize it’s more than a painting. The cross and crucified body of Jesus are recessed—carved into the wood. And as you back away, you notice how his body is shaped like a chalice. Then you see it, the red paint, like blood coming out of the picture and across the frame at the bottom. “Yes, David, this is for looking at.”

And I spend more and more time every single day just looking at it; lifting my eyes to him who is wholeness who made himself broken so that we who are broken could be made whole; lifting my heart to him who is fullness who made himself empty so that we who are empty could be made full. 

No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

That is a picture of a messy cross. Our cross is too clean friends. Jesus is risen from the dead and yet he is crucified. We will know him as risen only to the extent we know him as crucified. It’s why the cross is the very shape of love. Our lives, with all our pain, conflicts, tragedies, brokenness, loves and losses, perplexities and persecutions, are held together by his broken body, risen and ascended to the right hand of glory. 

This is the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Yes, David, this is for looking at. 

 

 

Prayer

By the Spirit of God, our hearts keep crying out Abba Father! Abba Father! Abba Father! No fear. No guilt. No shame. No condemnation. Only love. Only freedom. Only Jesus. We behold you, Jesus, high and lifted up, the slain Lamb of God, indeed the Lamb slain from before the foundation of the world. We are in awe of you, and the Spirit tells us, you are in awe of us—as you intercede on our behalf. Holy Spirit, lead us deeper into this love such that we know nothing else. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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How the Spirit Turns Ruins into Foundations

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

Romans 8:26–30 (NIV)

Consider This

Ever since I first heard it in England, I’ve been listening to this song on repeat:

“When I feel like ruins you see foundations . . . you see foundations . . . to build your kingdom here.”

The song speaks . . . no . . . cries out to me of the anchoring words of Romans 8:28,

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

One evening last week, during the Wildfires festival, I was walking across the pasture of the grounds of Wiston Place back to my room. A couple I had briefly met the day prior ran over to me and beckoned me to join their little twilight picnic group for a chat. Did I mention it was freezing and I didn’t take the right clothes and that I was battling sickness and was bone tired? I didn’t want to do it, but something told me to sit with them. What ensued was a conversation concerning the power of the atonement, the healing mission of Jesus, and his kingdom that could only be categorized as extraordinary with a fellowship of saints who could only be categorized as exceptional.

As darkness fell on the land, a New Testament scene was rising up around us. One of the men in the circle, Patrick, asked if I would pray for him. It turns out he is a priest in the Church of England and an anointed healer himself. He spoke of the health crisis that emerged in his life in his early fifties. Now at fifty-seven not only had his kidneys failed but they were so diseased they had to be removed, resulting in nightly dialysis at home. His physical body was in ruins. Nothing more could be done. Patrick needed a miracle of supernatural order. 

“When I feel like ruins you see foundations . . . you see foundations . . . to build your kingdom here.”

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out a single seed of wheat. You know I always carry seeds with me to remind me what I am doing in this world—sowing love—indeed for a great awakening. I placed the seed in Patrick’s hand. He stunned me as he put the seed in his mouth and swallowed it whole. I asked if anyone had oil. They only had wine. I asked each person to audibly affirm the ancient creed, “Jesus is Lord,” and then I asked each to affirm their faith in Jesus’s presence to heal. I anointed Patrick with wine (a first for me), making the sacred sign of the holy cross on his forehead in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Next, I said to the circle, “Because the power of Jesus is present to heal we need not put the emphasis on what we are doing here or our mode of prayer and intercession but instead let us focus simply on what Jesus is doing—which is healing his son, Patrick.” Because the Spirit was already interceding in wordless groans, I added, “I sense the Spirit would not have us ask for healing tonight but to instead receive healing in the name of Jesus.” 

I led Patrick in this simple prayer, “Jesus I receive your healing.” Then his wife and the other couple laid on hands and joined us, saying, “Jesus, we receive your healing—for Patrick.” We exchanged some more words of love between us and I departed into the night for my quarters. 

What will happen? This will happen:

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

And then I hear the words to that song, 

“When I feel like ruins you see foundations . . .”

 

Prayer

Father, thank you for Jesus, and Jesus thank you for the Holy Spirit. Sweep us up into this mystical place of prayer, where you work out your winning even through losing and even especially in losing. We pray now the words of this new hymn rising up in the church:

My brokenness made beautiful,

it’s like you said all things made new,

my heart cries out build your kingdom here.

Let faith like fire burn in our bones,

let hope arise from weary souls,

our hearts cry out build your kingdom here.

Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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When I Feel Like Ruins, You See Foundations

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.

We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

Romans 8:18–25 (NIV)

Consider This

I want us to notice something interesting today. Romans 8 is not the resolution of Romans 7. In fact, they have in common a struggle of epic proportions. Yet the struggles could not be more different. Romans 7 fleshes out the struggle with sin. (See what I just did there?) Romans 8 is the struggle of redemption. Sin is waging the war in Romans 7. The Holy Spirit is waging the war of redemption in Romans 8. In other words, the movement from the realm of the flesh to the realm of the Spirit (see v.9) is not the move from struggle to ease. Far from it, the move is from the struggle of losing to the struggle of winning. The struggle actually intensifies:

We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies.

The word is groaning. The word is travail. The word is Spirit-empowered suffering becoming physically embodied redemption. When we finally make the move from the realm of the flesh to the realm of the Spirit we cease to be part of the problem and we become part of the actual solution to the redemption of the whole world. It begins with our heart, moves to our home, grows into church, and moves into village, town, city, state, nation, yes world. But note, the minute—no the second—it happens in your heart it has happened in the world. It comes not from trying harder but yielding more; not higher commitment but deeper consecration; not more activity but more abandonment. We will notice tomorrow who the real laborer is. 

I learned a new song last week in England at the Wildfires festival. It’s called “Foundations” and comes out of the Gas Street Church in Birmingham UK, led by our friend, Tim Hughes. You can listen to it here and I hope you will. It is a truly move-mental song freighting the weight of Romans 8. Here’s the chorus:

When I feel like ruins
You see foundations
You see foundations
To build Your Kingdom here

That, my friends, is the move from the struggle of losing to the struggle of winning—”when I feel like ruins, you see foundations.” And this is where he builds his kingdom. 

So how about it? Where is the struggle boiling over in your life right now (even with sin)? Where is the suffering red hot right now? Where does it feel like ruins right now? 

This is where the blueprints are being drawn up for the building of his kingdom. Say yes to that. More on how Jesus does that tomorrow. 

 

Prayer

Abba Father, it is so good to let the Spirit cry out those words in and through my heart and mind. Thank you for Jesus, for the way he walked into the ruins of the ancient promised land and saw the foundations of your kingdom rising up. Thank you for the way Jesus allowed his very body to become broken for us and lay like ruins in the tomb. Thank you for the way you saw the eternal foundations of a kingdom that will never fail. I choose this story, Jesus, your story, as my story too. And I feel this hope rising up in me; a durable hope that will not disappoint. And I sense the patient love of the Spirit settling upon me. Yes, Holy Spirit, and more. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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What I Do Every Morning and You Should Too

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

Therefore, brothers and sisters, we have an obligation—but it is not to the flesh, to live according to it. For if you live according to the flesh, you will die; but if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.

For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.”The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory.

Romans 8:12–17 (NIV)

Consider This

So here’s the $64,000 question; at least one of them. How does one do this:

if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.

I used to think it was by all manner of what is called “mortification of the flesh.” This essentially means something like fasting on steroids or extreme self-denial or even self-punishment in Jesus’s name. I’ve tried some of that over the years, and I can truthfully say . . . for me . . . it never worked. I would feel a little bit better about feeling a little bit worse about myself but it did nothing to curb the deeper propensities of Sin. Interestingly, the text gives no such instructions that align with what I would say is a fallen human being’s distorted intuition on the subject. So again I ask, how does one do this:

if by the Spirit you put to death the misdeeds of the body, you will live.

What if the answer is actually in the text immediately following?1 

The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children.

For almost twenty years now, my day begins with a simple yet decisive act of immersive formation and participatory worship. (Usually when I’m in the shower.) I give an audible voice to the Holy Spirit’s cry from within my spirit, saying, “Abba, Father.” Next, I transport myself through the Spirit’s gift of remembrance to the ancient Jordan River and the scene of the baptism of Jesus.2 Now, I speak aloud the Word of God the Father over myself, saying the following:

“John David, you are my son—my beloved—and with you, I am well pleased.” 

In the words of one of my favorite songs in recent years, “This is how I fight my battles.” 

I begin the day with a performance evaluation before the job even begins, and it has nothing to do with my performance. It is based completely on my Holy Spirit gifted-by-inheritance identity anchored in the Son of God. I remember at the beginning of every day that all my sins, shortcomings, and failures have no bearing on who I most truly and deeply am. I remember at the beginning of every day that I am loved, deeply loved, and not just a little bit but extravagantly more than I can possibly even imagine or comprehend. And nothing shreds slavery like that. I remember I am no longer a slave to my image and its management, to what you or anyone else thinks of me for good or bad—because I no longer live from that false self-image—buried now in baptism with Jesus—but from my true and real self raised in resurrection life and love which is power with Jesus. 

From this place, sin is put to death because it’s already dead. And from this place life flows like the river of the Spirit into the day ahead. And the day really has one agenda: Stay in the river. Because as the prophet told us, “Everywhere the river flows it brings new life to dead places” (Ezekiel 47).

“John David, you are my son—my beloved—and with you, I am well pleased.” 

It’s where I put into the river every single morning. Will you join me?

 

Prayer

Abba Father! Abba Father! Abba Father! Thank you for your son Jesus, and how your Spirit brings us into his life, causing our Spirit to cry out those deep words of belonging. Abba Father! Thank you that we are no longer slaves but sons and daughters, buried in baptism and raised to glorious resurrection life in Jesus Christ. Thank you for your adoring, life-changing, heart-transforming, sin-crushing, everything possible love for us . . . for me. I want to know you more and more until I know this more and more and then I will know everything I ever needed to know. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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The Reason We Get Stuck in Vertigo

By J.D. Walt

Prayer of Consecration

Wake up, sleeper, rise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.

Jesus, I belong to you.

I lift up my heart to you.
I set my mind on you.
I fix my eyes on you.
I offer my body as a holy and living sacrifice to you.

Jesus, We belong to you.

Praying in the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Scripture

So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

Romans 7:21–25 (NIV)

 

Consider This

Previously, in Vertigo, we talked about primitive Christianity which I define as the consecrated life. There is a tripartite movement I see in Scripture. It begins with the downward move of consecration. It moves inward to transformation. It then leads outward to impartation. And if consecration does not move toward transformation we will find ourselves signing up for another tour of duty in the country of Vertigo. 

So I find this law at work: Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me.

While I will grant Paul may well be talking to Jewish converts who are still trying to navigate their faith by means of the Law, I think the scenario he outlines is much larger and more common than this isolated case. Show me a real Christian who doesn’t understand this . . .

For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me.

And I’ll show you a liar. ;0) 

The struggle is real and there is a very real reason so many good-hearted Christians can’t seem to escape it. There is a clear reason many if not most Christians can’t quite close the loop on transformation. It is because we lack the kinds of relationships it takes to catalyze and sustain real transformation. Yes, we are mostly stuck in our sins because we are mostly isolated by and in our sin patterns.

While this point I am making is not featured in the text, it is assumed by the entire New Testament: the Christian faith and life is a team sport. It utterly depends on a highly relational context. It takes a church to make a real Christian. Transformation requires community. 

And I know so many of you feel quite stuck at this point because your church is also stuck. Most churches have developed well-meaning formational programming that is long on information and study and short on transformation. We have plenty of small groups but very few places where people can show up in a way where their life becomes the curriculum (and not the next great book or study). 

In my judgment (and now significant experience in making disciples who sow for awakening) the greatest impediment we face is the lack of the kind of relationships it takes to sustain real transformation. In my work with Seedbed, we have pioneered a lost practice in the Christian faith and life. We call it banding. Eight years ago, two friends and I started Band #1, and through the process we developed a biblically based, historically informed approach that is now bearing the fruit of transformation all over the world.

This August as we launch into the Acts series on the Wake-Up Call, I am going to be telling the story of Band #1 and doing some teaching and training to help you start a band. In the meantime, I would love to hear from many of you who have started one of these discipleship bands. I want to hear your banding story. Take five minutes and respond to this one-question survey. 

So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in my sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

Who is ready to put this place permanently in the rearview mirror? 

And lest we forget the best word from Romans 7, this tortured territory of Vertigo:

Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

 

Prayer

Father, thank you for Jesus and for the way he banded twelve people together from the very start of his work. Thank you for the transformation we see in a person like Peter as a result of being in a band with you. Thank you that Jesus didn’t give us a self-help program. I confess I have come to the conclusion that self can’t help. I need Jesus and the working of the Holy Spirit through a few people around me who will go the distance. I am tired of Vertigo. I know I am hopeless alone, and I know that “Jesus and me” only gets me so far. I need “Jesus and we.” Come Holy Spirit and open up this way before me. Praying in Jesus’s name, amen.


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